I am spending my new year holiday in a foreign land, and I am quite looking forward to it because I am also meeting up with my friends whom I have not seen for over 2 years particularly one person. I thought he and I will be having some quality time together but he invited someone else to come along.

Sigh.

I thought the ice cream is just reserverd for you and me only? Three is a crowd, hun.

I guess things happen for a reason. I still love him. I think that's why I just wanna spend time alone with him, but he thinks differently.

Don't tell me to confess because he knows and I am just thinking as friends.

What turns me down most is I cannot travel alone when I am in the country because it is not safe for foreigners. In fact, so many friends told me to just burn the ticket. Gosh. As if Kuala Lumpur is that safe either.

You know what? Might as well as I don't see him to prevent my head from spinning. I have already taken up a lot of energy to forget him. I don't need to see his face just to check if the wounds will be open. It will definitely open because it is still hurt to think that someone left the whole thing dangling in mid-sentences.

I am not like my girlfriends who actually flew from their respective countries to see him to seek an explanation over their relationship. Maybe that will give peace to my heart for good.

But sometimes it may just be best to leave where the person once love us in our memories...

Holiday here I come.

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