I think I was dying to say this to my friend "You let me down."

I was in his house for an assignment. He was very nice to help me out for free using his professional programs to create a music background for me.

I know I'm being finicky, and I know I'm not supposed to demand of him to make a song on the spot for me.

But I cannot deny the fact that I felt very disappointed in him. There are facts I cannot disclose here, but I was so disappointed in him that afternoon that I just poured my mind thoughts out loud on him.

It was not fair but I cannot help it given that I have provided him some assistance to stand on his two feet to be successful.

I looked at him from behind and ponder why would someone as talented as him would waste his youth on eating and sleeping at home? He is a talented musician. If I were him I would try to explore the world creating music to earn passive income, then I would eat and sleep at home wisely.

His father came into the room and tried to talk to me to reason with him. My heart bled for him... watching his own son wasting his life... and breaking his mother's heart.

What happened to the guy who declared that he will try his best to be an indi artist in two years time? And then only find a girlfriend?

What happened? I can feel his father's heart break. I feel mine too. Am I not another version like him? Wasting my youth on doing something I don't know what I'm supposed to do in life? My compass is konked out. That's what I always tell myself... is that true or is just some diversion from the truth?

Anyways, enjoy this new age song.

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