i met up my sister's friend yesterday and ... my god... a devil. he just loves talking - it's not like i'm not talkative as well but i talk with sense- and he doesn't have senses... he just makes joke out of everything. my sister said he seemed to be trying to impress me. yea i think so too because he kept on showing me his grin while we were talking and i just think he's trying to hard. no point... i don't flirt and i feel like telling him he should cosplay as a vampire because he has a potential mouth with a set of vampire teeth but too bad he's not tall and doesn't fit the requirements ... like tall, fair and handsome. he's just the opposite. i think my sister will be laughing her head off if she's read this. and i'm sure she did.

he said being able to see ghost/ spirits is a gift of god and god amongs god. i think he said something like that. being able to see them, i don't think it's a gift but an ability. when i was younger, i was very afraid of being exposed to them. imagine, they disturb you when you are trying to sleep. they know you were not asleep so they would make all kinds of noise to scare you. i ran out of the room and lied to my mum that i felt like waking up early every morning. they even did that to me when i shared room with my mum. i thought they won't dare to do so. how wrong was i. but hey he sang me to sleep ...

my mum didn't understand why i didn't like her always going out for her activities every night because i was scared to be alone at home. i have always felt something at home. i turned on all the lights at home but i still feel something wrong. i turned on the tv to have some noise at home .. oh radio doesn't work. i could not share this with them because mum said "the more I said, the more I get scared." see who's talking.

sometimes, i saw shadows not mine in the house, doorways, school, etc. worse thing is my own house, my shelter, my protection. but it turned out to be the worse place i want to be alone. i feel more stressful when i was at home, alone.

they talked to me when i was 4-5 years old. they talked to me in my head ... and a guy visited me. strange. i saw him again many years ago. oh i only see shadows ... not their face.

though i can't see them anymore, i could feel their presence whether i like it or not. i can feel if 'someone' is there or watching me. they don't talk to me now. but i could see them with remote viewing. err... don't want to relive what i saw during college.

is it a gift or a curse or a god among gods? this, i need to press god for an answer. if i want to be god among gods, then please grant me powers as Sylar from Heroes has minusing eating brains.

meow.... kick him la
» jolenesiah on 2007-07-02 03:31:45

lol too bad for the guy trying to flirt a nun.

Ghost...no ghost but there are demon out there.
» aizat1900 on 2007-07-06 07:12:55

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