I was so happy to come across an article saying that EMOTIONAL INTIMACY could be some kind of toxic to some people. Believe it or not, emotional intimacy is not some kind of bloody remedy that everyone needs. And oh yea, I'm of course talking about myself. I'm saying that I don't need a man to be alive or to put the puzzle of my life together. Whoever, be it my parents or friends, say I need a man, I'm going to shoot you down and chop you into don't-know-how-many pieces and feed you the sharks. Or I just explode you in a dug hole. So beware of me. Deadly kidding.

I have many friends that are going steady and I'm of course happy for them. You know some of their partners are so much older than my friends. I sometimes don't know how they have things in common but I guess age and size don't matter. Don't worry, I'm not saying that the partners resemble gorillas la. I, who is quite matured in thinking and childish hitherto, can't tune to the same wavelength of their partners. So kudos to my friends. Hahaha .. and I know some of them are getting married ...

If you are happy, be happy for me as well as I'm perfectly happy with my solitary way of life. If you don't like it, you punya pasal la [that's your business]. I remembered my former Ukraine boss interroagated me about my love life. As a quiet staff at her restaurant, I just told her that I don't have any partner and I'm currently concentrating on my studies. And she said that I got no life and missing so many happenings in life. Worse still, she said I'm gay. Bwahahahaha.. I strongly agree with the saying that goes like this, Blondes are Stupid. No offence to original and fake Blondes. I also remembered her choking me with her poor sense of thinking by applying aplenty perfume in the restaurant. Imagine me inhaling the mix polluted aroma of fresh baked Turkish bread and her perfume.

Don't get me wrong that I don't believe in love but I believe more in absolute happiness than love. Absolute happiness means that you have happiness no matter what situations you are in, be it poverty, heartbroken, whatsoever. Nothing can sway this pillar of happiness. Haha .... yes, you can find happiness when you are heartbroken because loving someone [partner in this sense] is just complementing the happiness that you already have. So what is the point of finding a love partner if you are relying that person to give you happiness? Happiness is something you have to rely on yourself. Nothing can give happiness to us. Do you guys agree with me? This is what absolute happiness meant. I'm happy with my life because I have absolute happiness and I don't need some kind of man to give me happiness. But I can't deny the fact that I'm in need of a pet cat to give me comfort. T_T

My friend once told me before that if you try to find love when you are in a hunger of love, you would just be devoured by love. Something deep, right? But I understand this phrase. I have seen people trying find love but ended up being so heartbroken. What worse is some people have been changing partners like clothes so often that I lose count and sometimes I offended them when I ask about their 'ex'. My point is why don't we just take our own time to find the right person to be with. Why in the rush to find someone that you will only regret later? C'on people, we are going to have 6 billion of people in the future, why limit our scope? But bear in mind, I'm not asking you to have a different partner for each day in 365 days so that you can have your name written in the Guiness World of Record.

I even have friends who married not because of love but the desire to improve their own personalities and characteristics. Wah ... this is something I cannot do. So besar hati man [something very generous]. How can I ever sacrifice my happiness to marrying someone I don't love?

As a conclusion, I just want to ask my readers one thing. When you open a cage of a bird, what will you say to it? I will tell you the meaning behind this question when you answer mine.

Be honest and get creative people.

*Edit* I have changed songs as well amid renaye mumbling...

wahahha.. long long blog...

yeah yeah my car abit cacat liao pengsan.. just few months old :'(

if next time i sit inside ur car.. and happen it is raining... do i need to open an umbrella...wahahah....

yeah i agreed w ur statement above... stating 6 billion.. slowly find lover muahah.... dont care la..

now u make me consider one day one bf... wahahah.. so i can leave my name at Guiness World of Record.. hahaha

oh... about the question on the bird... well ill tell the bird... fly as far as u can... get a life... learn, see and etc.... on this earth... dont let chain hold u.. wahah... (what am i talking... abit nuts during exam season..) bear with me



» jolenesiah on 2006-11-27 10:31:27

Ya.. I agree with you..
Why the rush right?? Take things slowly and just get on with life...

About the bird.. erm.. What will I say to the bird?? I will say... I'm giving you freedome... fly away, back to your family and friends.. and if oyu miss me one day.. Care to come by and visit.. You'll always be welcomed here.. XD

And one more thing that I agree with you... The beauty of life is in the eyes of the beholder.. Thanks for dropping by my blog
» Xboyz on 2006-11-28 03:19:58

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